Forward, Forward

The world keeps moving forward...like you were never here. The people I thought would comfort me the most during this time are interested in living and going on with their lives.

I will never be able to go on with mine...not without you.

I have been disappointed my whole life by people. But, as much as we disagreed about things, as much as we didn't see eye to eye...you were never a disappointment to me. We understood each other.

I love you so much. It hurts so much.

I want to move away and start over. I want to go somewhere far, where I can grieve and where I'm not expected to be normal.

I built my life around you...I built my life around you.