I lost my best friend. I lost the brightest light of my life. I lost the only person in the whole world who truly ever understood me. I miss her. I feel like she's on vacation and...I want her to come back now. There is no home anymore. Nothing feels right. There is just this big hole in my heart and I feel so sick.
I'm back to overeating... and crying myself to sleep. I keep asking God to help me. I know she is in heaven and that she isn't suffering anymore, but...I just don't know how I can bare living without her. I see her everywhere and...what I didn't expect was...how angry I feel. I feel like I've lost my history, my sense of belonging, my place.
I wish I could go with her.
1 comment:
Oh, friend....
I love this picture - she is looking so adoringly at you.... shows how she always felt about you, and that makes it that much harder.
-C
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